The past few days have been fun. Bishop and I have been having fun playing patty cake and learning to give "besitos" He is funny. He grabs my face and comes full force tongue to my cheek. It is great. Yesterday I was picking him up off the floor and I threw my back out. My sweet husband came home early and took care of dinner for the boys and put them to bed while I slept. This is so weird. My back hasn't been out since before I was pregnant and I was sure with all my back problems that it would go out at some point during the pregnancy but it didn't.
I have been struggling lately with whether or not to go back to work. Things are tight financially, not bad just really tight as it is everywhere, so I had decided that I was going to put my resume' out there and go back to work. After looking at things and praying about it. I really don't think that I am supposed to go back to work right now. I have been reading "Power of a Praying Wife" and in the first chapter it talks about making the change in me before making changes in my husband. I prayed about it and have come to some realizations. My husband and I can do this. I can stay home and we can take care of our family. I am able to take care of them by cooking and cleaning and doing laundry. To me it seems like something out of the '50s and seems like an antiquated system but I like being here to see Bishop develop and I like being here for Lucas when he gets home from school. So for now I am putting the job search on hold. I am asking for prayers. Pray that I am able to put any difficulties that we have in GOD's hands. I tend to stew and worry and try to take care of things on my own and I know that I need to give them to GOD. Thanks ya'll
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